Congratulations

Well I just read an email from Robyn Shurtz and Mark FINALLY proposed to her!!!! It's about dang time! I mean they've only been dating for 8 years! haha.

You know it's kinda weird now when I hear about people getting engaged. I don't want to be a prude or anything but I get kinda bitter. I guess because I am just coming off of a divorce and it sucked. I'm going to a wedding this weekend and as much as I'm looking forward to it, I'm kinda dreading it. Is that bad? I want to be married and have a husband who adores me and have a family. I'm confident it'll happen again for me (getting married at least) but it's just strange to me that I had "the life" I wanted and now it's gone. My life was turned completely upside down but I'm moving on and it's been a growing experience for me. I can honestly say that things are getting ALOT better for me. I'm finally figuring out who I am and learning what life is like as Lindsay and not Lindsay and Shawn. Not saying that all times with Shawn were bad cuz they weren't. But I guess like they say, sometimes two people just aren't meant to be together. I wish him all the best and hope he finds that special someone who makes him happy :)

Geez, I hope I didn't sound like a mega bitch going into all that after saying congrats to Robyn and Mark. I didn't mean to I just felt like I had to get that off my chest.