I'm bummed

I'm in such a bummer mood today. Sunday I found out that my mom had stayed Friday and Saturday night at my aunts house helping take care of my Mamaw cuz she fell again. I finally talked to my mom and she made me feel a little better because she said that Mamaw was ok for now but she wasn't doing well again. So fast forward to today. I got to work and asked my dad about Mamaw and he said that my mom stayed at my aunts again last night. Apparently Mamaw isn't doing well at all. She isn't responding to anyone that talks to her and instead just stares with a blank look on her face. They got the hospice nurse to come in and check her out to see what's going on. I guess it was suggested to have Mamaw be moved to the hospice center so that she could be under constant 24 hour care. Thankfully my mom and aunts decided to keep her at home. I know it's alot of work to take care of someone that is practically in a vegetative state, but Mamaw did NOT want to die in a hospital or a hospital setting. So my aunt is flying in tomorrow to help. The hospice nurse thinks that she will be with us no more than a week or two, which REALLY depresses me. I know that such is life, but that sucks. And to top it all off, we are leaving Saturday for Las Vegas and I almost don't want to go now. I know that Mamaw would want me to go and have a fun time, but my mind will not be focused on having fun with Shawn and his family.

Please just pray for my Mamaw that she does not suffer and that my family will find peace.